| Summer 2008 Ranks 2nd For Worst Summer EVER!!! |
Last summer was the worst, but this summer it was about the same. However, nothing can’t beat last summer as the worst summer I can ever have. In summer 2007, I worked nonstop and I wasn’t able to hangout with friends.
This summer though is different from last summer. Though I have had less work due to the crashing economy, I was able to have more time to hangout with friends. However, this entire summer, something on my mind kept bothering me to be with friends.
One was a question, “what am I going to do in a year from now?” Asked by many college students like myself, I don’t know exactly what I’ll be doing a year from now. There are many opportunities I can take but I just don’t know which one to pick.
Another question I ask myself, “do I really have time to relax in fall?” If you are unaware, I will need to take an internship for college, which honestly I won’t have time for. During the upcoming school year, not only I will be doing work for school, but also run a company which is expanding. A new division is formed for t-shirts called Save Point Designs. Currently, I have decided to find a way to be excused from the internship program and replace it with another class.
Lastly, what some of you may find funny, is dating. Did you know that in the last 4 years, I asked out over 20 girls on a date and they turned me down. Its kinda embarrassing for me, but yet I know some of you may find it funny. It upsets me now as I look back. Some of the girls who I ask out still talks to me, but most of them stopped talking to me while I try to talk to them back. I just don’t randomly ask a girl out, I let them get to know me and I want to get to know them; it seems like it doesn’t work that way in the real world. Of course the top 2 excuses that are mostly used are either “I know alot and I don’t want to hurt our relationship” and “i don’t feel like dating now” (which of course they go out on a date within the next week after they say that to me). For some reason, most of the time I don’t believe of what they say. Feeling rejected is hard, but 20 times is a big, huge “OUCH!” “I don’t get why you are rejected so many times,” a good friend of mine said to me. “You are an interesting guy with so much personality, experience, talent, and knowledgeable.” The question will always be unsolved for me and I’ll never find a “true” answer.
This has what has been bothering me lately since no one wants to talk to me in person or even on the phone about how I’ve been feeling lately. I would appreciate a friend to talk to me one-on-one with this, since I can’t seem to catch you.
